Everything happens for a reason. There is a Buddhist principle which says that there is a cause and effect relationship between all happenings or events that take place in our lives. We are all here because we are destined to be here.
It is in this course that we meet or come across different people. I am fortunate that I met Utsav who is currently hospitalized for a suspected case of meningitis. I would never in my sanest mind want Utsav to acquire that deadly disease. He was a bit delirious and hallucinating when I went to pay Utsav a visit at the hospital. I do not know as to how he got sick, but he was already showing some signs of frail health such as a bad headache and fatigue.
I have a huge crush on Utsav not only for the fact that he is good-looking (he’s one of the most handsome guys I’ve ever seen), but also because he is so true to his self. It is very hard to find a person in this day and age who is as honest, unassuming and gentle as this guy. I admire Utsav for his naivety. I wish I coul date him some day and I know that that day is coming very soon.
I know that Utsav admires me too. I cannot just ignore him stealing a look at me every time I used to go down to the office parking lot to enjoy my smoke. (By the way I smoke and I smoke a lot like a chimney!) Anyway, that’s not my point here.
Well, meeting Utsav at Jana Maitri Hospital in Balaju was THE highlight of my day today. I gave him flowers as a “Get Well Soon” gift and I simply loved to see the smile it brought in his face to be receiving flowers from a “Super Hot” chick like me (that’s what Utsav thinks of me, lol, and I’m proud of the fact :) ).
Today I did so many things. I went all the way to Dhapakhel in the Lalitpur district to drop my résume and application at a school named GEMS. The school is currently looking for a Psychological Counselor.
As I write this post for my blog, I am also thinking of what Utsav must be thinking of my short, sweet and surprise visit to him. He must have felt very happy to see me with flowers, which was evident in his facial expression. I wish I can always make Utsav this happy for the rest of my life. I have placed those flowers in a vase I brought from work (it is my own vase) and placed it right to his left.
I really wish Utsav gets better soon so that we can enjoy our lunches together. Too bad that I resigned from work yesterday. Nevertheless, I will always make time to appear for lunch withUtsav from time to time. I’m even thinking of preparing food, a good square meal, for him until Utsav can take food outside or eat out.
We miss you! It is an earnest thinking of a passionate admirer.
Get well soon, please Utsav!